Good grief, Bobbee.
That sounds terrible. I encourage you in the fact that many, many beekeepers are all around us, and if they can keep bees, then so can you.
If I were you, I would make 3 or 4 swarm/bait boxes and set them out early spring around your town, plus keep your own empty hives in your yard baited starting in early spring. What you catch will be free, and locally adapted, and healthy enough that they swarmed.
With easy permission, I even set boxes out in a cemetery and on a local middle school campus. However, I seem to always catch feral swarms in my own yard, now that I think about it.